totally inspired

i know a haven't been writing and its fairly disappointing but my teachers think that my life revolves around them and there incessant need to give me homework and assignments.
so unfortunately, again a little up date note.
at the moment I'm feeling totally inspired by a piece written by Get This Camel OUT Of My Soup.
It called 'I do' and its talking about the fact that she may be lonely but she is never unloved.
as i said, totally inspiring.
OK nothing much else has been going on. gotten back into my paintings. And driving. lots of driving, it is harder than it looks people. don't judge me. even i judge me so go ahead. no hard feelings.
well that's really it...
oh i had ramen the other day. twas YUMMY!!!
OK now THAT is it.
Goodbye until next time NER's
Xx Red

my secret

okay so its not really a big secret, but it is big to me. My hair is red. but not this red. this is bright red. and i love it. but its not my natural colour. which sucks. but yes this is my secret. i am not a natural ranga. well i actually am... but just not this red.

Oki doki, Red here. how is everybody with their Easter and stuffs? I'm awesome and I'm going to buy COMIC BOOKS very very soon. but i thought i would tell you this to keep you in the loop. i am feeling a bit better since the beginnings of my new medicine. stomach still cramping like crazy, head might as well be banging up against a brick wall, hot flushes, cold flushes, YAWNING. but the thoughts have slowed down a lot. which is good. it helps me concentrate. a bit.

OK so my ride is here. impact comics here i come.

Red, out. Xx

HELLSING FOR THE WIN!!!!

so what up my kiddies?
just a little note today to say:

HAPPY EASTER EVERYBODY!!!!!

Vampire Money

Hair back,
Collar up,
Jet black,
So Cool!
Sing it too the kids how are mean to you.

Hey NER's, whats crack-a-lacking?
so I'm on my new crazy meds and its really really bad because i cant stop talking. its like my head is filled with so many thoughts that if i don't say them then i will explode into little pieces of lead, magnesium and copper. see what i mean. oh for those of you how HAVE NOT yet figured out that i don't delete something i type to you guys, well that's what i do. i think its unfair if i kurb...curb(?) my mind like that. if it might be discriminatory or unfunny or hurtful in any ways shape or form THEN i delete it but other than that you get the full me.... well i also dont like spelling errors so i fix those up too. well i try not to be discriminatory and so forth but somethings cannot be avoided....
ok back to my point.
VAMPIRE MONEY FOR THE WIN!!!!!
that really was my point. that and i havent crashed my mum's car yet so im like *yeah, woot, full blown party in my mind, yes, mhm, ta-da HOLYFUCKANOTHERCARCOMINGATME, HIDE* yeah... thats pretty much what happens in my head. so arent you happy i live in Sillibasco, Antartica and not near you....

well i should probably leave you with your insanity still intact.
until next time my loves

Xx Red.

Is it wrong for me to hate people?

And so my dear friends, I ask you, is it wrong for me to hate people?
I guess depending on the level of it it is, or isn't acceptable.
What if you get dumped over facebook? is it acceptable then? No, probably not.
What if they dump you and you only find out because your friends call you to ask if your ok? I guess your allowed to be a little pissed.
What if they start seeing another girl and you find out via a fore mentioned internet site? No, its their life.
What if they only dated you for the fucks? Am I allowed to be angry then? Probably .
So if its rather unacceptable to hate this person, why do I?

Now that I've done my complaining, 'sup peeps?
God, I've missed typing to you NER's. You make me a happy person.  Did I explain how I was going to call you guys NER's? I didn't, my bad. Non-Existent Reader/s = NER's. Ta-da. So, Internet in my room, still not up and running. Which sucks, a lot. But life goes on.
I got a mate who says she's going to move out soon. Usually I'd be all "that's so cool man, I'll help you move out and yeah. Through you a house warming party". But she's just turned sixteen. Ok well she did a little while ago, but I'm still really worried about her. However, she'll be paying $155 a week (AU dollars) which includes rates and that's really good. She can afford the rent and it's close to her school. She can pay her her school fee's and everything is in her favour. So she's done the research and everything, but I am still worried about her moving out. well I guess it's not really my place to say anything.
Onto happier news, I'm pleasure writing again. That's really, really good by the way. Granted the stuff I am writing is rather... angst, I think they call it... but it's writing never the less. Got new crazy med's, so let's see how this effects my lovely little bits of awesome.
Until my next update, be awesome
Xx Red

SOOOOOOOORRY PEOPLE

I'm so sorry my non-existent reader/s.
My interwebs in my room has been cut and I cried and called people to try and fix it but they didn't and I sat down and cried a lot more. Then I just remembered I have THIS computer and then I got happy again. So the moral of this story is pears are yucky.
I currently have a friend over and she's reading a cook book over my shoulder which is making me hungry... hence pears are yucky.
But that is irrelevant. I will update you on my past couple of days. Oki doki I wrote it down in a for mentioned Diary (don't believe it was for mentioned? Go check the previous posts... I dare you). It kinda goes like this.....

Hey Bloggers, What up? I'm currently writing in class, so this should interesting... Regardless. So yeah, really sorry that I haven't been writing lately, it doesn't matter thought, I've been a bit unawesome. My Internet was cut also. I cried. Anyways, lets update your little awesometastical brains. Assignments, shooting, Assignments, school, Assignments, licence and oh guess what? ASSIGNMENTS!!! *Le sigh* they drain me... back to business. Shooting was AMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAZING. I did really well, so did my friend I took with me. Particularly considering it was her fist time. I recommend shooting to the people who read this. We were only using the 22.'s, but they were good regardless of their littleness. school is emotionally, mentally and physically draining. I'm sleeping through so many of my classes. I almost got my licence yesterday (please note: this was written a few days ago. I actually have my licence now)... but I didn't. Did you know that we need 3 of ID? its ridiculous. Anyways that's it for the updating now for the planning. Ramen is definitely on the menu, as is pizza. I might be transferring schools if the shit at mine doesn't ease up. well be mellow with that. from the little from the ice and white, Sillibasco Antarctica, Peace Out.

Xx Red.


READING OTHER PEOPLES DIARY'S AGAIN? YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED~!!!!
I kid I kid.
Love Red

Hello, My Non-Existant Readers

The date is currently The Second Of April. As it turns out I completely forgot about April Fool's Day so kudos to me and my smartness. Ok so I'm typing to you to tell you that I get My L's (or learners permit for DRIVING A BLOOMIN CAR) in TWO DAYYYYYS and so I thought I should tell you, if you ever come to Sillibasco, Antartica, dont walk on the roads, or sidewalk. HAHAHAHAA oh I do crack myself up. You believed that there are roads in Antartica. Dont you feel silly?

I think now is a good time to point out that I'm in a good mood, did you guess?

When I get into said "good mood" it usually ends with me chewing on golf tee's and I will in fact call up my friends tell them to come over we will have tea partys like The Mad Hatter and The March Hare. I prefer being the Hatter. The conversations curiouser and curiouser (teeheehee) until BANGBAMBOOMBADADING one of our heads explodes with fireworks and a singing rat comes flying down on an umbrella. Then we steal his umbrella and run outside in the rain... or sunlight... and get all wet IN A COMPLETELY ON SEXUAL WAY, readers you should be ashamed for even thinking of such a disgusting topic. I am very dissapointed in you. Nah, I'm just shitting with you....

I will leave you with a shread of sanity, so I am going to go have my head exploded

Xx. Red

...Stuck somewhere between the last shot and the floor...

tee hee hee, i hade to share the lyrics even though it breaks my strict one blog a day rule. I laughed so hard when this song came on.

Okay, Lets Rock..

So this is the longest I've ever kept a blog or a diary. Well except for my kind of diary, I write my stories, song lyrics and thoughts in there, so its not really a diary, but its a very funny read. So to my dedicated non-exsistant readers/followers/stalkers/creepymen/AMAZINGNESS I will type out a page of my forementioned "diary"...

...The night was magical. All the other girls were dressed and spinning like little bits of wrapping paper in the wind. Purples, Blue's, Yellow's, Green's, Red's; all the colours of the rainbow. I joined them but I felt like a rose in field of tulips, I could blend for a little while bit I didn't belong. These girls were stunning, beautiful, amazing and I am not. I barely pass as average. I was dumb where they were smart. They had charisma that knew no bounds. They were the perfect that everyone always talks about. I didn't fit in. I was an outcast. And even the guys looked stunning, in suits and even a few in tuxedeos. This isn't my scene. To be forced to conform was not something that happens to me. Not for a boyfriend, not for anyone... and yet, it happened. To me. The person who didn't. I wanted to scrub my face off. It didn't belong to me anymore. It belonged to THEM. And the worst part was, I didn't feel ashamed. I even wanted to be one of them...


OH WELL DONT YOU FEEL BAD NOW READING SOMEONE ELSE'S DIARY!?!?!?
and while were on this subject, you know the boyfriend I mentioned in there. Yeah, you nkow the one, well he dumped me. Over Facebook. Boy's are stupid. Maybe girls are better. Nah, I cant put up with me let alone another girl putting up with me... Well readers I think I might have to become and A-Sexual being that turns into a hermit.

And I will leave you on that note.
See ya next post.

Hey out there

So, I know You probably wont read this. I wouldn't blame you if you didnt. It's a little bit boring, but we all have our issues. Like this issuse. I was told that there was a less than 97% chance that my court case would win. But it did, I won. I think thats why I started this blog. To share my happy's and my sad's. I dont know. Maybe I had some kind of cosmic impulse that said "people will read, but you must write first". Oh I do so like that. Rather poetic.So now I will start writing. And that is how I will get better. I know you probably wont read this. I wouldn't blame you...